ReflectinG MiND’s BLOG

Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu berdebar kencang dan suaramu tersekat di dadamu?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.

You know I Can’t Smile Without You,
I Can’t Smile Without You,
I can’t laugh
and I can’t sing,
I’m findin’ it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you’re sad,
I feel glad when you’re glad,
If You only knew what I’m go ing through,
I just Can’t Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
Who’d've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can’t Smile WIthout You,
I Can’t Smile Without You,
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing,
I’m finding it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you’re sad,
I feel glad when you’re glad,
If you only knew what I"m going through,
I just can’t smile.
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I’m finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
And you see,
I Can’t Smile Without You,
I Can’t Smile Without You,
I can’t laugh
and I can’t sing,
I’m findin’ it hard to do anything.
Y ou see, I feel glad when you’re glad,
I feel sad when you’re sad,
If You only knew what I’m going through,
I just Can’t Smile Wïthout You

Hellboy II (OST)

masa ku buang boring dgr lagu2 ku, ku dgr lagu iwan fals 2 buting, lagunya "ijinkan aku menyayangi mu" n "aku bukan pilihanmu" kick eh lagunya atu

Lagu iwan fals : "ijinkan aku menyayangimu"

Andai kau ijinkan
Walau sekejap memandang
Kubuktikan kepadamu
Aku memiliki rasa

Aku sayang padamu
Ijinkan aku membuktikan

(if lagu ani dnyanyi kn arh someone special ngam ni :p huhuu but if have no one to sing this song to… waa…. so sad… huhuhu)

Lagu kedua iwan fals yg sedih jua dgr lagunya atu:
Lagu iwan fals 2: Aku Bukan Pilihanmu

Kiniku mengungkapkan
siapakah dirimu
yang mengaku kekasih itu
Aku tak bisa memahami

Tak perlu kau memilihku
aku lelaki bukan tuk dipilih

(lagu ani ada sangkut paut lah sama diri ku.. iatah sedih sekali ku hayati lagu ani… wawawawwawa)

After watching a football match between liverpool and newcastle united which ended up with liverpool winning the match 3-0, I’ve been thinking why is liverpool being inconsistence in the league and even in the cahmpionship cup.. is it because of the negative aura of the american owners  or rafa or the chemistry of the players instead. For me the real problem is the negative aura of the american owners which triggers to stupid tactics of rafa and morality of the players.

Here are some of the images that I found from internet = dailymail.co.uk

there are so many angry liverpool fans around the world.

e.g. on youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPRU1vqyF98

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oDvvYnFz1Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLv6nn7P4Pg

YANKS OUT!!! DUBAI SOS!!!

"They don’t care about Rafa,
They don’t care about the fans,
Liverpool Football Club is in the wrong hands"

" Get out of our club,
Get out of our club,
You lying bas***ds get out of our club"

Wargh! sanak weekend ani eh sal bowing wah.. nda apa2kn dibuat. baik jua msa ni ada pesta buku, tpi msalahnya ramai berabis eh, smpai betamu bulu ani org2 dsana, kn kapisan pun inda. eh kanyat2 wah lehnya. eseh msa ni ada byk buku novel baru udah kuar, mcm penulis2 aisya sofea, ramlee awg murshid, anis ayuni n etc. iatah baik jua ku smpat membali buku hasil karangan ramlee awg murshid "Ungu Karmila" bru tdi pgi ku bali yo, alum ku baca, krg sebelum tido ku baca, bru prolognya sj :p huhuhu semua hasil karyaannya arh alaf 21 ku kumpul :p except msa ia muda2 dulu, msa bukunya "pei pai" n " igauan maut" tpi semua ku baca udah msa aku aktif di library.. :p
semalam aku mereformat laptop asus g1s ku :p hhuhuu sasaku eh sal sekali ku silap, 15mins terbuang msa hahaha tpi baik jua sukses tpi msalahnya lupatah ku mensave email dari msoft outlook atu… wargh!!!!! sasak ku eh lalah tah ni mensearch contacts tah lg… wa….. tpi laptop atu ku jdikn 1 partition sj sal dpt jua ku masukkn byk game :p huhuhu bonus ani membali ram 4gb tah ku  tu :p kick tah laptop ku tu :p wowowow tpi fikir jua ku kn rebonding rambut… liat lah nanti :p huhuhu menunggu game assasin creed tah ku msa ni :p
msa ni liverpool lwn bolton, palui eh gol liverpool atu, kaloq wah,  hahaha tpi nda apa sal manang, mudahan jua manang, f nda suruh tia makan tayi c-benitez atu, sasak ku kn ia tu sal 2tahun udah tu ia nda bwa piala langsung f dulu gerrad houlier kana pecat trus pdahal ia bawa dua pila msa tu tpi ani bayi benitez atu langsung wah nda apa2… eh mudahan jua tahun dpn kuat, tahun ani ia sudah mungkir janji… hahaha emosi eh aku ah, manakn peminat liverpool kali ah, bari sanak kali ah dgr team2 lain manang piala, bru2 hotspur manang piala…
lupa sj ku kn gambar anak c-priyaw ani, :p nanti tah ku gambar, n post arh blog, kiut2 wah anak2nya bru 3minggu, udah tia pandai mengakai n gilat2 msa ni f dipigang..  heheh cali eh mula2 ku fikir anak2nya ani 3bini 1laki, udah basar sikit brutah nampak jantina durang, 3laki 1bini.. heheh alum benamakn :p nanti tah f durang pandai bejalan udah, liar tah tu kucing2 atu :p hahaha

yeah, bru2 ni aku bli razer tarantula n planning kn bali razer piranha n razer lachesis :p huhuhu

thats my pc currently huhu msa ni gila gaming sj ku huhuh :p

kucingku c-priyaw msa ni cali wah sal if ia belari, landir wah parutnya, flabbing dgn megahnya waawawawa :p 3hari lps brutah anaknya buka mata,iatah cute wah sal f digosok, gilatnya tu tpi if diangkat, kakainya tia hahaha ndanti ku post anak2 priyaw huhuhu alum lg benamakn haha nantitah namaknya hahah :p

logo razer :p

yuhuu… on 23rd ani national day, if dulu msa damit, iski ku kn meliat pebarisan ani, smpai paksa bgn awal2, naik perahu n trus meliat arh dpn pagar :p tpi ani liat d tv sj lah :p adi2ku yg damit pun nda iski kn meliat tpi if pertunjukkan bunga api iski ia tu haha
3hari lps ucing ku beranak, mula2 pagi atu heranku ngapa ucingku ani mengiau mengaga aku smbil purring nda beranti2, ku tuang makanan arh tampat mknnya nda jua ia mkn. ruap2nya kn beranak tah tu, 4 ekong wah anaknya, 2 itam putih, 1 greyish n 1 itam. 3 bini 1 laki ;p cute bah anak2nya, alum lg bebuka matanya atu.
Gila eh msa ni hang main game sj ku :p manakn utk ilang kn stress n frustration, main game sj wah :p huhuhu computerku lg msa ni kick ass hahaha
2.4 Quadro 8mb cache,
4gb 800mhz ram
geforce 512mb 8800gts 1.5gb turbocache memory
motherboard asus AI overclocking
500GB hdd (kn upgrade 1TB)
mouse asus g1s (logitech mx518 1600dpi)(kn bali razer lachesis ku 4000dpi kali ah)
keyboard logitech G1 (kn bali razer tarantula ku yo anti-ghosting kali ah)
bonus ani kn bali razer baracudda headphone :p
gila eh makin fanatik gaming udah ku msa ni, call of duty 4 jem udah ku :p msa ni menyambung gears of war, fear, never winters night 2 : mask of betrayer, bioshock n crysis. gila crysis atu graphicnya kick tpi pyh game atu :p msa ni aku tunggu game "devil may cry 4" "alone in the dark" "assasin creed" n etc yuhuu~~

wow, nda kerasahan eh tau2 tahun 2008 tia udah, byk azam bru kn dibuat, hopefully nda branti setangah jalan lah :p huhuhu yesh, aku bru bali pc bru, hardcore yo~
2.4 core 2 quad 8mb cache,
4gb ddr2 ram 800
nvidia geforce 8800gts 512mb ddr3
500gb hd
and etc, pokoknya, semua brg keluaran asus lah, dvd lightscribe pun asus, except casingnya lah, kick yo casing atu ada cooling system :p huhuhu tarabang wah if main game ani, turbocahcenya lg tinggi tu 1.5gb wah.. mcm air wah main game atu, tukar2 lg highest spec tu main game… wow~~ kick nyamu :p msa ni siuk2 main gears of war, call of duty, hellsgate of london n crysis sj :p

huargh… lalah eh minggu ani..
bulan ani kapih ku eh manakn byk brgkn dibali, :p eseh masa anjuran futsal telbru, johan kami, yeah, star player hj syahrul tu, top score whole tournament aku main masa pusingan sj, lalah eh sal naik-turun2 sj. tpi worth it bnr sal johan kali ah, masuk lg surat kbr haha team gb ;p
masa minggu lapas bru usai sound systm, palui eh org psg sound sys ku atu dulu sal nda ground, ani udh usai, brutah puas hati mendgr sal nda lg bunyi yg tidak di sukai haha, :p
nda bth lg kmi 3 abis probation, cant wait for it, if naik gajiku kick tu sal dpt jua aku bli motosikal kawasaki vulcan 500 or kawasaki vulcan 900 custom.. huhuhu gerenti terima ani aku ngambil lesen motosikal dulu, udh pass booking tah motosikal atu :p
hri minggu ani lg aku ikut community let’s race anjuran telbru.. siuk jua lah sal ada aktiviti tpi yg sucksnya lalah n awal bgn sal if tiap hari sabtu n ahad biasa lah akhr bgn if nda limpas pukul 10 nda puas hati
msa ni bru ku iski main game monster hunter kingdom 2, kick jua lah game atu sal byk cmbination senjata :p
kn bali desktop bru ku, fikir jua sal aku ada jua tpi model lama plg intel pentium 4 kali ah haha classic udah :p if core quadro bru kick

bth udh aku nda buat blog.. hhaha manakn busy or malas :p siuk jua arh tmpt kaja aku ani, sal every section buat open office, my section GB, masa last tuesday 6-11-2007, iatah byk makanan, ramai org dtg eh, iath baik jua semua ampit n ada sikit berlabih, sampai me n my frens 3kali round ani wah, masa pgi n afternoon ;p
kapisan eh masa ni sal system cms down iatah pyh kn extract data… terbantut plg kaja…  kacau eh
masa raya tahun ani boring2 sal nda byk jln n nda ramai org.. tpi baik jua lah rehat jua :p yg masalahnya ani, barat badan ku makin naik… waaa…. iatah bru tah kn start exercise.. tambahan lg nda bth lg main arh anjuran futsal telbru.. alum lg fit ani wah… smlm brutah kn main street football.. setalah lah nda main bola, soi tarus mainan ku.. kajap lg pancit tu… seksa2 if catu main arh anjuran abis eh.. posisi defender ku sux udah, skli main midfield ok plg ku n striker,.. sasak trus lehnya :p
yeah! keta ku udah pasang 17" rims, soundsystem jua. 2set midrange speaker, 1amp, 1 woofer double coil, 1 mono amp, 1 capacitor.. nyaman jua sikit if main lagu, f jln jauh2 siuk eh :p tpi kapih trus leh nya…
bth lg kn terima ni.. waa… 20th brutah… baik ua hitman the movie kuar dis 22th :p kn bali mobile ku eh… n81 yg 8gb or samsung yg wm5 or o2 flame or htc tyn yg bru ani or lg choclate or lg shine or sony ericsson p1 or sony ericsson k850i or n95 yg 8gb version.. fikir ku eh lehnya ;p
psp makin siuk eh sal byk games bru kuar, manhunt2, silent hill origin, fifa 2008 n etc… cant wait for the download siap ;p yg ditunggu game need for speed pro street damn, siuk graphicnya atu, yg game pc pun byk game kickass kuar, tunggu neverwinter nights 2 the mask of betrayal, witch and etc.. kan dl, lama connection lg pun cnnction espeed ku kna pts wahahaha :p dl arh ofis pyh jua sal malas kn kacau line atu.. last2 bali arh kadai jua tu hehe
ok dats for today’s blog.. lainkali lg buat if nada malas mode strikes back hahaha :p